Monday, December 27, 2010
just realize
♥ 7:50 AM
so I just realized how dull and sad this blog is. cause I always talk about sad things here and I think it makes me look bad and dull cause it seems like Im sad almost all the time? hahahaha. well I kinda feel like this blog is a place for me to throw all these sad feelings away. so if you're tired of reading all my crap, you dont have to visit this page cos you might just end up commiting suicide for being too sad. haha apakan.
so again... i feel really down over this one thing. its the school holiday where we have months off from school. but holidays shouldnt mean that all friendships and relationships should take a little "vacation" too. get it?
since thats happening, I'm just doing what everybody else is doing. ignoring and moving on.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
make the clock reverse
♥ 8:20 PM
so its the holidays and I havent seen my school friends for a month now I think. I thought that the holiday would make everyone closer to the heart. when we see each other everyday in the morning, we always have stories to share, gossips to talk about. we always have something new to talk about. and now that we're on our holiday, we should have more things to talk about to our friends who have been distant for a very long time. but i guess i was wrong. facebook's not doing any help at all, neither is msn. all of us are on the line, but no one's saying "hi" to anyone. everyone's too busy with their own lives that they cant even spare a little time for their old classmates. whats happening to everyone? why is everyone going to their separate ways when they kept on repeating to myself on how they'd miss everyone in the class. what the hell is going on here?
&when will you take me away on a balloon?