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Thursday, November 11, 2010
she who feels it, knows more ♥ 11:08 PM



I was about to fall asleep just a few minutes ago, but then I had an urge to blog. soooo I've been feeling different lately. I don't really know what caused me this way, but yeah, it's happening alright! :( I've been dealing with moodswings lately and I just hate it. I don't know, maybe pms is coming, maybe it isn't but it's affecting me real bad. :( and other people too -- and I'm really sorry about that.

I wish I could open up here, express everything that I've been keeping inside for the past couple of weeks, but I just can't.

have you ever felt so blue in a sudden? one minute you're smiling, the next minute you just feel like breaking down and cry yourself to sleep -- have you ever felt that way? sigh. I just don't know why I've been really emo over the past couple of days. sure you may see me "haha" all the way, but you just don't have a clue.

I really wish I could open up here, but I don't feel secure. I wish I could talk to someone about this, but I know it'll come back again and again and I'd be back to square one. so the best solution is just for me to keep quiet, and keep it together! :) I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this. it has really affected me emotionally and physically but I'm sure they don't give a shit. they're too happy within the circle. sigh

I need a getaway. but on the other hand, I just gotta keep track on them. I just miss them so much. I'm really glad having mkhy there for me always no matter what but it's just not enough. I feel so incomplete haha palui palui

don't tell me not to think about it because I just can't. k!

I think I need therapy again.


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