Monday, November 22, 2010
bahagia not so much
♥ 2:16 PM
it took me almost 2 hours to type down every single thing that I had in mind, but I erased everything. this will be the last of me. bye.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, November 11, 2010
she who feels it, knows more
♥ 11:08 PM
I was about to fall asleep just a few minutes ago, but then I had an urge to blog. soooo I've been feeling different lately. I don't really know what caused me this way, but yeah, it's happening alright! :( I've been dealing with moodswings lately and I just hate it. I don't know, maybe pms is coming, maybe it isn't but it's affecting me real bad. :( and other people too -- and I'm really sorry about that.
I wish I could open up here, express everything that I've been keeping inside for the past couple of weeks, but I just can't.
have you ever felt so blue in a sudden? one minute you're smiling, the next minute you just feel like breaking down and cry yourself to sleep -- have you ever felt that way? sigh. I just don't know why I've been really emo over the past couple of days. sure you may see me "haha" all the way, but you just don't have a clue.
I really wish I could open up here, but I don't feel secure. I wish I could talk to someone about this, but I know it'll come back again and again and I'd be back to square one. so the best solution is just for me to keep quiet, and keep it together! :) I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this. it has really affected me emotionally and physically but I'm sure they don't give a shit. they're too happy within the circle. sigh
I need a getaway. but on the other hand, I just gotta keep track on them. I just miss them so much. I'm really glad having mkhy there for me always no matter what but it's just not enough. I feel so incomplete haha palui palui
don't tell me not to think about it because I just can't. k!
I think I need therapy again.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Ramlah Hussin
♥ 10:50 PM
MOMMA TURNS 47! I LOVE YOU MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY YOUR LIFE BE EXTENDED TIL THE WORLD COMES TO AN END,
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALWAYS,
CAUSE YOU DESERVE EVERY BLESSING!
XOXO
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
I hate changes
♥ 8:42 PM
show some love, a little bit of appreciation! :@
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, November 1, 2010
when the lights go out
♥ 11:47 PM
FIRST THING I WOULD LIKE TO POST IS.......
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY HONEY!! :D isn't she pretty? I hate her for being super gorgeous :P nada wah, you know I love you mi. this girl right here, is Syamimi Yana. she's one of the best among the best ones. she's just awesome! like me :P
so she officially turned 17 two days ago and sadly I couldn't come to her party, so from the bottom of my heart, I really am sorry. I've been skipping every function you invited me to, so I'm really sorry :( :( hugs hugs! but I'm looking forward to celebrating her belated birthday after the exams are over. hehehehe :D with the other girls.... I hope....
hmmmmm
K!
so, I sat for maths 4024/12 earlier this afternoon. it was alright, I guess? mudahan tah ku pass. just for this once wah! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~ :( :( :( :'(
it's almost 12am.
2nd November is coming.
=
19 months
k bye.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?