Friday, March 26, 2010
above my standards.
♥ 8:46 PM
hey :)
two more days to go and we'll be going back to school. wheeeeeee~ I can't believe that I'm saying this but I'm actually pretty excited to go back to school and catch up with my studies. haha, mihir bunyinya. so not me. :O bukannya apa, my holiday macam.. sucky wah eh. :( aaaaaaaaaanyway, screw that!
I'm happy happy haaaaappy! :D sadang.
I've been feeling kind of blue dari tadi pagi. people have been asking me why. to be honest, me myself pun inda tau kenapa. weird, isn't it? maybe it's just one of those days. yeah... :( or maybe I have this weird depression syndrome :O hahahaha. kay.. adang.
I've noticed something.
Khairul have been offered to be a model more than once by those people in the agency whatever. payah jua ah to have a boyfriend like him. so good looking and everything. he comes in a package, to be exact. the body, the face, the height. everything :)
tunggu ah, I'm not bragging. the fact that I should be proud of it... err. I'm actually not. why?
I want him all to myself. not open to the public. tell me, is that too selfish of me to say that? :(

I'm sorry.........
I know I'm not supportive... forgive me, kay?
I love you. and
I miss yo
u so much....

p/s:
HAPPY 11TH BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MD KASYFI SHAFI'EE! ♥♥
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I'm totally confused. it's like they're against you being with me. I'm serioooooooously not satisfied with everything. I'm so tired of fighting for this thing we're having. I don't even know if this is going to last or not. I reeeeeeeally don't know how much more I can take. I can't handle any more pressure from silly things cemani. I know I shouldn't be thinking too much about this, but I can't help it! macam, palui wah paluuuuui!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?