Wednesday, March 10, 2010
1:23am, wishing I was right next to you.
♥ 1:24 AM
I just got off the phone with him and I must say, I feel so relieved to hear his voice. :') I miss you so much sayang. yet at the same time, I am feeling s-c-a-r-e-d! sigh. balik tah dari sana asap, okay? go home and get some rest. :( I tried so hard to keep my tears from falling, keeping every tiny molecule inside so he won't have to worry about me. cos he shouldn't be worrying about me when he has himself to worry about :'( I really want you to go home sayang.. go home and sleep in your own bed. :( :( I really hope nothing bad will happen in the next few hours. Amin.
I'm sorry, but I can't get myself to even close my eyes for five complete minutes without worrying about you. thinking of how your condition is, how you're doing there, how you can manage to sleep without having my jacket tucked in your arms :( are you doing okay sayang? I hope you are :( please get well soon... I love you. :'(
&when will you take me away on a balloon?