Thursday, February 18, 2010
should've tried harder.
♥ 3:35 PM
our first Common Test started today. well actually, it's going to be the only common test for the form fives to sit for the year. :O I just checked our timetable for the whole year and it turns out that we're going to have our Mid-Year Exam on May. which is only 2 1/2 months away! :( and the Qualifying Exam will be on August?!
since I'm taking June, I'll have a lot of exams to sit for. the June O'lev will be on the May 12th til June 3rd, which btw, betamu with my mid year. sighhhhhhh. so the mye papers will be just like O'level - containing form 4&5 topics. OH-MY-GOD!
new goal: finish revising my form 4 topics by April. :/ haiya. the math paper was not as easy as I thought it would be. the questions were so tricky! :( whereas English, composition rupanya. I thought it was a compre paper, but I was so wrong. thankfully I was prepared for it, since I don't have any problems in English. ;p English Literature was not a pain in the ass :) I memorized the essay I wrote last night but ended up writing a whole new different essay during the test; theme of reality and deception.
my eyes got teary when I was writing my composition. I chose number 3, "you did a mistake and someone is upset with you. describe how you made things right." - the first thing that came into my mind was O'level. mama and babah. afraid of disappointing them. sooooo I wrote about me failing my qualifying (NAUDZUBILLAH!) and that my parents were disappointed in me. everyone looked down on me and things started to change. in a bad way. I also wrote about my "little competition" I've had ever since I was little. I was determined to my aims, and changed to a book worm. results came out, and I got straight A's (AMIN!)
I got really emotional writing the paper, so I hope I'll get a good mark out of it, Amin. I just hope sir I.W. likes it as much as I did when writing the paper. :) I skipped History remedial class today... hehehe. someone's gonna nag me about this :P ah well. I just need a little rest. speaking of. I have tuition later~ :( and I'm the only girl in the class. my goodness -_-"
since I'm taking June, I'll have a lot of exams to sit for. the June O'lev will be on the May 12th til June 3rd, which btw, betamu with my mid year. sighhhhhhh. so the mye papers will be just like O'level - containing form 4&5 topics. OH-MY-GOD!
new goal: finish revising my form 4 topics by April. :/ haiya. the math paper was not as easy as I thought it would be. the questions were so tricky! :( whereas English, composition rupanya. I thought it was a compre paper, but I was so wrong. thankfully I was prepared for it, since I don't have any problems in English. ;p English Literature was not a pain in the ass :) I memorized the essay I wrote last night but ended up writing a whole new different essay during the test; theme of reality and deception.
my eyes got teary when I was writing my composition. I chose number 3, "you did a mistake and someone is upset with you. describe how you made things right." - the first thing that came into my mind was O'level. mama and babah. afraid of disappointing them. sooooo I wrote about me failing my qualifying (NAUDZUBILLAH!) and that my parents were disappointed in me. everyone looked down on me and things started to change. in a bad way. I also wrote about my "little competition" I've had ever since I was little. I was determined to my aims, and changed to a book worm. results came out, and I got straight A's (AMIN!)
I got really emotional writing the paper, so I hope I'll get a good mark out of it, Amin. I just hope sir I.W. likes it as much as I did when writing the paper. :) I skipped History remedial class today... hehehe. someone's gonna nag me about this :P ah well. I just need a little rest. speaking of. I have tuition later~ :( and I'm the only girl in the class. my goodness -_-"
&when will you take me away on a balloon?