Friday, February 19, 2010
Hey.
♥ 9:21 PM
I've been feeling blue lately. ever since that incident I had to go through on Sunday, my mind wasn't at ease up until now. sigh. wherever I go, whatever I do, deep inside, I felt like letting my tears escape from these eyes. yet I kept them inside cos you and me know that I'm as hard as a rock when I'm actually not. I'm a weak, vulnerable fifteen year old who is trying so hard to please everyone for the sake of making mama and babah to have a better "parents reputation" than them, cos I know they are. heck, they're waaaaay better than them. I love you, mama and babah. :')
I'll be sitting for History and Bahasa Melayu tomorrow. I'm confident with my History since I memorized chapter 6 sudah. which will come out in section B. tinggal 2&4 saja lagi, mcqs. I intended on reading 2&4 just now but entah, tears came out in a sudden minute. I don't know what I had in mind. it just.. came out and couldn't stop. sigh. :( ah well, I better not waste any more time now.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?